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A grandmother's adoration
Mary contemplates the miracle of
life asleep in her lap. Miss
Madison was a dream come true.
A.C. Sanders                                       Writer
The Passage
Though in our care these last years,
they were our buffer against time,
against age.
Their passing leaves us looking over the cusp
into the unknown, eternal

Faith sustains us, faith
reinforces that feeling in the gut,
an assurance that
there is a bridge, a crossing
to a better life beyond.

A reunion, perhaps,
with those who loved us, nurtured us,
raised us, then let us go
to fly on our own.
They watched with pride.

They slipped into our care,
gradually.
We remember not the moment when
roles change
when we nurtured them.

They let us go in our time.
Now we release them,
tired,ravaged,
to be refreshed,
to find re-creation.


                                                
A.C. Sanders
Though I stake no claim to the poet, sometimes the mood strikes, and I muddle
through one. These moods are usually a reaction to love or loss in relationships. At
those times, the words seem to flow, sing. One such time in my life came during the
last months of my father's life. We were not close in our adult years, yet there came
a time when the supervision of his care fell into my lap. A strange feeling of
reconciliation, mixed with anxiety of becoming the senior male in the family stalked
my consciousness. There had been a comfort knowing he was still there. I do not
relish the patriarch role, of being the older generation. My own mortality lurks in my
mind.

I expressed these emotions in the following poem which I read at his funeral. In
December it was awarded first place in the free verse category of a contest
sponsored by El Paso Writers' League.